Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 1:55 PM
Kaylee.
Linnie you can't love him anymore.
You have to let go.
Let go.
Let go.
Let go.
Dear boy, I know it's the wrong decision, but I'm letting you go slowly. I can't bear to do what I did once again. I hope you'll have a happy life and forget about me. I suppose that has already been done. Good luck in the future.
Need to say,
Happy belated birthday to Yuling cousin :D
Happy belated birthday to Jessicaaaa cousin Dajieeee ! :D
Happy belated birthday to Yujing admirer boyfriend :D !!
Stay happy , shuai/chio always. Loves.
I haven't been updating properly this few days/weeks haven't I ?
I realised the number of people tagging me has decreased too.
Well, I just, I'm really getting real anti-social.
- Friday , NinethOctober.
Mother tongue paper was average.
I managed to do, but I'm still scared.
During recess. My anger went up.
Started to scold Ian.
Wasn't in the damn mood although the next paper was Art.
Frustrated, sad, moody.
I can't draw properly.
I kept on hesitating, don't know what to do.
My shading turned out like shit. Thats all I knew.
Creative drawing. Was crap.
I guess 2 hours ain't even for me at all ._.
Went home, listened to my mum and bro quarrel.
Hah -.-' I need peace. I have exams.
I need to study. Z.
Brother can't finish his stupid homeworks.
Another round of quarrels, he bathed and all of us went to Jessica's bday chalet.
Reached there and rented Majong table -_-'.
Bro started to study and I was just lying around like some sheep.
Jessica and Sandra went to swim, I followed.
Just to get myself free from my mum.
I need privacy seriously.
Watched them swim and reminded me of,
Me and Hasyimah's family went swimming together that time.
How long was that ago and I stil missed it.
Went back to chalet.
Ate the buffet dinner after that.
Ohyeah, I saw Iva sister too. ^^
She was at her friend's chalet.
Then, slacked around. Went out and in and everywhere. Idk la. LOL.
Played majong later on, mum gave me a cup of vodka.
After that, I don't know how many cups I drank.
But I know I was drunk. x.x,
Didn't bring clothes cause didn't intend to ton at first.
So, didn't bring specs either.
Took out my contact lens, and I couldn't see.
But followed Melody jiehjieh and Kelly to McDonald to buy tea for people.
Kinda giddy but had to walk though ._.!!
Went back, chatted with them.
Xiaogu and Xiaoguzhang finally went back.
Then, wanted to go out and walkwalk.
Xiaogu texted saying that she will come back.
All of us sian jipua, stayed in the chalet instead ._.'
They made me sleep at 4 plus.
Can't really sleep, was sitting on the floor with a blanket.
With the others either watching show or sleeping on the bed and mattresses.
I don't wanna sleep on the beds. x.x' , uncomfortable. I rather the floor.
Laid there, slept for abt 30mins ? Realised it was 6plus.
Went out to buy breakfast for them :D.
Hotcakes ! :D
- Saturday , TenthOctober.
Went home at 8am.
Cabbed back.
Reached home, bath and talked to my mum.
Slept at 11am.
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2pm and I heard shouts and screams.
My brother and mum's quarrelling again.
-_- . zz. mum made me wake up -.-'
People hangover la sial -.-' !!
Next thing I know, was sent to do chores. Gah.
Went studying for maths. Which I didn't study graph and I regret -.-'
AHHHHHHH . Then, mum called back at about 7pm.
Saying she want to go over to chalet again.
Fine -.-' , Chinyew texted me and asked me too.
Reached there with my fking attitude.
Mum and dad scolded all the way from house to chalet.
Fking noisy. __ .
I refuse to respone to them though . :o .
Next thing I know, she was like scolding me.
I saw Iva and walked to her to say hello.
Went back to chalet.
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Sandra , Kelly and co. came back from their friend's chalet.
I was just, silented, I had got nothing to say from those attitudes i got from my parents. Well ._.'
Went over to Iva's chalet. Ranted to her. And was fking angry.
After that, went out to cheers to get stuff.
Walked back and saw Kelly and Peter.
Followed them to Ehub .
Remembered Iva wanted to buy shirt.
Bought for her when she came to find me.
Soon later, after arcade. Went back to chalet.
Jessica was drunk o.o
I shall make no comment from here onwards.
But I learnt a lesson from her.
A big one.
I shall not talk about what happened to me from here either.
Waited for dad to drive us home.
Mum scolded.
;sigh.
- Sunday , EleventhOctober.
Woke up at 12.
Read all my smses and replied.
Was fking worn out.
All I remembered was Jiayi was coming over to my house.
Then, Kaiqi was asking me whether I could go out.
In the end she chose to come to my house.
When she reached. Walked to 831 there to pass Kenneth money.
Walked home. ._.'!!
Jiayi bomb me, she dontwant come le.
So, "studied with kaiqi"
More likely, ranted to each other.
After that.
About 6.30pm, Kaiqi went home.
While I went to Bukit Timah. Wahpiang, rich people houses. ):
Ate dinner there.
Keehonged with Kelly ._.' !!!
Was like insane.
Homed, tired.
- Monday , TwelveOctober.
Screwed up.
__ .
Withluv,
Linnie.
I learnt, to cherish those around me.
Thanks.
