Each time I close my EYES.
I see your face, I hear your voice.

I dreamt of you again last night.
I'm wondering why myself.
I didn't dream of the you that was different.
It was you that cared for me.
I missed those times when you were there for me.
Those times when you said you didn't care about my mum.
Those times when we exchanged saying I love you.
I missed those times when I try to make you jealous.
I missed those times we sat at void decks talking crap.
I've already decided to forget you.
So I guess all this has to go as well.
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I'm freakingly bored at home.
But I can't go out as well.
No money ): !
I guess I'm going on Tuesday o_o'.
You guys would be dead if my mum wanna tag along.
Lol. Well, lets just hope I don't rot for the rest of the month): .
I've worked for money like siao.
T_T. Money $_$.

Kkkkk, I will post properly once I get a proper day out.
Blek. Misses to all.

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You can choose to ask us to catch your attention more, we didn't force you to leave as yet. I haven't even planned the outing. You left yourself. Have you ever try getting all our attention? Were we the one who drifted from you, or you drifted from us? I've smsed you to ask you to go out with us. You either don't reply. Or you merely say no. We have outing at other places. Have you told us you can't go J-cube? You treat SND as a hotel. When you decide to quit and leave us as it is. It's not a nice thing to lose a sister. When were you invisible? I text you, I asked you out. But you can't. I don't blame you. Go ahead and blame me instead. We had never called you a xmm. Neither we want you to be invisible. Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with you now. I hope nothing is. Since you left, I'll let you be. You want to put the blame on SND. Don't, put it on me for not getting your attention? As easy as that? Lastly, we owe you nothing now. If you still think we owe you something. Go ahead and say. I don't mind talking to you.
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I don't know what to do again.
I'm stunned.

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Loves you all to the max,
Linnie.

Linnie Kaylee Toh Miaomiao! (XiaoStrawL).
I may laugh, I may frown, I may cry. I don't see why that's different from others. Turning fourteen on 9th July this year. I've graduated from East View Primary in 2008, after spending 6 years of Primary education there. Currently in Damai Secondary of class 2E1. Inspired to become a/an interior designer, author, singer, artist even a photographer. I grumble over the smallest things, I get excited over almost everything. Fate and destiny are just myths. Yet sometimes, I believe them. I rather listen to Country, Pop, R&B songs than Techno. I cling on my past rather tight. I'm just a nobody that seeks for peace and happiness. I live, a rather happy, sad, miserable yet exciting life. I may fear to say goodbye, but if I have to, I will. I'm selfish and bias. You may not like what I do, but this is who I am. And who I will always be. Loves Yesung (Kim Jong Woon) of Super Junior :).



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