Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 11:40 AM
Back to then when, you hugged me.
It feels as though, time rewind back to 4 months ago again.
The time when I really want you back in my life.
I know I shouldn't think of you anymore.
But you're just, stuck in my head.
What's mine would be, I guess.
I'll wait for the next love to appear. I'm not going to seek anymore.
Mum,
I'm sure you read my blog sometimes.
But look, I thought only Dad and Granny don't understand me.
You don't either.
Yeah, probably I have the same selfishness as Dad.
But do you?
When two lives together, they will start to be alike.
The way they live, the way they talk.
The attitude of life.
After you talked to me last night.
You probably don't understand how I feel.
And I will never understand how you feel.
Remember you promised me about the Canon Camera?
Forget it,
Remember you promised me about the Laptop?
Forget it too.
I don't need those.
I just want a proper family, desperately.
If only Dad never met Mum.
Mum never went out with Dad.
There won't be me either.
When there wasn't me.
I guess there won't be so much pain.
How hilarious.
Linnie Kaylee Toh Miaomiao! (XiaoStrawL).
I may laugh, I may frown, I may cry.
I don't see why that's different from others.
Turning fourteen on 9th July this year.
I've graduated from East View Primary in 2008, after spending 6 years of Primary education there.
Currently in Damai Secondary of class 2E1.
Inspired to become a/an interior designer, author, singer, artist even a photographer.
I grumble over the smallest things, I get excited over almost everything.
Fate and destiny are just myths. Yet sometimes, I believe them.
I rather listen to Country, Pop, R&B songs than Techno.
I cling on my past rather tight.
I'm just a nobody that seeks for peace and happiness.
I live, a rather happy, sad, miserable yet exciting life.
I may fear to say goodbye, but if I have to, I will.
I'm selfish and bias.
You may not like what I do, but this is who I am.
And who I will always be.
Loves Yesung (Kim Jong Woon) of Super Junior :).
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