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Each time I close my EYES.
I see your face, I hear your voice.


Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 10:28 AM
Misses.


It's oh so sudden that I missed 2009 and 2008.


I remembered the first day I entered East View.
The first day I knew Xinyi. Not knowing I already knew her 2 years before.
I remembered how much teachers dote on me because of my good results.
I remembered topping the class and still get caned.
Form teacher was Mdm Sufiah.
Who nowadays see me a lot and still scolds me because I wear shorts. x.x'

I remembered the second year in East View.
I was together with Hasyimah the monitress of the class.
Trying our best to control the class.
As well, the both of us quarreled so often that Dingwei has to come in to help.
I remembered I cried because a staple bullet hit my head.
Form teacher was Mrs Teo.
We all used to laugh at her because of the visualizer, remember?

I remembered the third year in East View.
Separated with quite a lot of classmates.
But still together with Hasyimah, Xinyi, Dingwei, Haziq and some others.
I remembered how I cried when the class was noisy.
I remembered how I cried when Mr Irwan was going away.
I remembered how Dingwei tried to tell us to stop crying and he was crying.
I remembered how we spent the last 30mins of class crying and not having lessons.
Form teacher was Mdm Hasanah.
Congrats her on her new baby. :)

I remembered the fourth year in East View.
The first time I started blogging.
Those childish things I used to do.
I remembered going for Maths Amazing race.
With me nose bleed and Hasyimah falling down.
I remembered nose bleeds at China, Shandong and Yuanteng panicking.
I remembered how Xinyi, Joanne and Petrina used to hate each other.
How we pranked each other that time.
I remembered how I cried when Petrina moved away again.
Form teacher was Mdm Noor.

I remembered the fifth year in East View.
The first camp that I went to.
I remembered C4D lessons.
I remembered going back everyday during the holidays for GENE.
I remembered Mdm Noor had to go.
I remembered how hard I cried that time.
I remembered how we indirectly bullied Ms Huang.
I remembered going to Australia.
How I spent my money was like crazy.
Form teacher was Mdm Noor/Ms Huang.

I remembered the last year in East View.
Being the class monitress again & Choir president.
Brought me some stress.
But, thanks to people around me. I was okay.
I remembered how I played audi so often that my grades dropped.
I remembered when we went to Hongkong for choir competition.
And came back with sadness instead of smiles.
Most of us cried like crazy.
I remembered how I used to scold people for no reasons.
I remembered how everyone cried during Grad night.
How I cried and how moody I was when I got my PSLE results.
How upset I was when I got to know the school I got in.
Form teacher was Mdm Noor.
And how she pushed us so hard for PSLE. I saw your efforts !

I remembered the first year I entered Damai.
I hated new environments.
I was so afraid I wouldn't get used to it.
Weisuen, Andrea was two I got to knew first.
And after that a group of beloved darlings that I got to know.
I changed more and more.
I remembered so much things.
So many problems.
So many happy times.
Form teacher was Mdm Nura.
Grats giving birth ?

This year,
I don't know whether anything will change.

But really, I'm missing the past so much.
I know I'm suppose to live for the future.
But the past is hard to remove.


I miss DASAME alot.
When can we come out together?



Linnie Kaylee Toh Miaomiao! (XiaoStrawL).
I may laugh, I may frown, I may cry. I don't see why that's different from others. Turning fourteen on 9th July this year. I've graduated from East View Primary in 2008, after spending 6 years of Primary education there. Currently in Damai Secondary of class 2E1. Inspired to become a/an interior designer, author, singer, artist even a photographer. I grumble over the smallest things, I get excited over almost everything. Fate and destiny are just myths. Yet sometimes, I believe them. I rather listen to Country, Pop, R&B songs than Techno. I cling on my past rather tight. I'm just a nobody that seeks for peace and happiness. I live, a rather happy, sad, miserable yet exciting life. I may fear to say goodbye, but if I have to, I will. I'm selfish and bias. You may not like what I do, but this is who I am. And who I will always be. Loves Yesung (Kim Jong Woon) of Super Junior :).



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