Each time I close my EYES.
I see your face, I hear your voice.

This is a rant post.
Yes it is a rant post.
So far, there's only like 3 humans who realised.
So I guess no one elses will read this.

I didn't know I will come so far.
Yeap, this is true:
I'm still not adapting into Damai Secondary.
It still feels like a stranger although it has been a year half when I first enter.
But true enough, I'm not opening up myself.
Maybe not anymore. I'm really tired.

I understand, people are busy with their own life.
I understand, people choose who they want to be with.
I understand, I'm always in the wrong.
I understand, I shouldn't have enter this school at all.
Nor I should have made friends.

I know the reason behind why I'm always alone.
Because I should be the one to be blamed.
I'm not trying hard enough, or maybe I'm not even trying.
I can simply just say I am. But I'm not.
I'm not working hard enough.

There is no point for this post to appear.
I'm just trying to make myself an attention seeker.
Probably that's what I'm doing.

Meanwhile, I still hold the idea of transferring school.
Or should I just simply give up the idea of studying.
I'm just tired.
Way too tired.


I won't lean on anyone no more.
I'm sick of falling.
I'm tired of standing up myself.
I feel like dying when it comes to social.

Fuck my life much.

Linnie Kaylee Toh Miaomiao! (XiaoStrawL).
I may laugh, I may frown, I may cry. I don't see why that's different from others. Turning fourteen on 9th July this year. I've graduated from East View Primary in 2008, after spending 6 years of Primary education there. Currently in Damai Secondary of class 2E1. Inspired to become a/an interior designer, author, singer, artist even a photographer. I grumble over the smallest things, I get excited over almost everything. Fate and destiny are just myths. Yet sometimes, I believe them. I rather listen to Country, Pop, R&B songs than Techno. I cling on my past rather tight. I'm just a nobody that seeks for peace and happiness. I live, a rather happy, sad, miserable yet exciting life. I may fear to say goodbye, but if I have to, I will. I'm selfish and bias. You may not like what I do, but this is who I am. And who I will always be. Loves Yesung (Kim Jong Woon) of Super Junior :).



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